this has been a long break for me.....i'm back here after quite a few months.......its like moving into a new locality.....but once i realized that i have returned to my sanctum it looks all familiar now.....
i really have been very busy picking up the bits and pieces of my mistakes....some times you dont get what you deserve or the result is not upto your expectation....even though you have worked very hard for it.......well the truth is this happens all the time with me....i dont know why.....nothing goes my way smoothly.....unexpected barriers keep coming up infront of me.....i dont know why but this is just the way i have been facing life.....all 23 yrs of it till date......some times i think i must have made my usual joke or comments about the god of luck(if there is any...) and must have pissed him off pretty bad!!!!!!hehehe....
WTF do i care........will face whatever comes my way.......
well there is something i want to divulge here....sometimes how i feel....presently how i feel and how i pledge to do right........its a real personal feeling....if anyone reads this post other than me would not understand these last few lines......but anyways enjoy the next few......
its really good to be back in 'My S@nctum'!!!!!
running out...
hanging by the balance
never taking another chance
to let me endure this
a life of misery, without bliss....
bearing a wry smile
all my pains i file...
everything seems to fall apart....
every shred of luck running out!!!
the world around me seems to collapse
seeing others rise makes my pains relapse
brain drained of all zest
getting only jealous
never felt so desperate
time only making me more frustrate
trying to rebuild part by part...
my sanctum, whilst my patience is running out!!!
mistake too grave i've committed
with a dejected head i admit it...
price too heavy i'm paying
its a truth to which theres no denying
have only one last shot
to redemption, then alls lost
going down like a well fought bout
have to finish as my stamina is running out!!!!
