Nothing but you

hollow minds speaking truth
new ideas rotting at root
nothing seems to find the light
all smeared in useless plight
nothing seems to go my way
nothing seems to make me gay
nothing but you
its only you my desire.......

looking out into the world
searching for what i need
not knowing i was so close
those eyes' shelter i was to choose
nothing seems to go my way
nothing seems to make me gay
nothing but you
its only you my love..........

waiting there lookin still
my thoughts going for my kill
thinking sanity will have its way
making us understand someday
shouting out telling all
take some time or all may fall
nothing seems to go my way
nothing seems to make me gay
nothing but you
its only you my home..
its only you my world...........

Ode to life

HELLO...
i want you in here
standing very near....
taking some of the pain
which have made me drain
HELLO....HELLO
i want to say goodbye
may be its why i wanna die
life gave so much pain
maybe now it'll be slain

i cant still be sure
will this put an end for-ever
life will take its course
will i be so strong to force
myself.....HELLO.....
will you take my hand in yours
give me some hope no tears
i now think i dont wanna die
is there a painless way to lie
HELLO....HELLO.....

one of my very first verses......

Crazy

crazy
you r drivin me crazy
nuts
i'm goin nuts


y r u doin this 2 me
your whim i dnt wanna b
y cant you understand
its you who i cant withstand
everything is about u
its jus a trifle what i want
i am done puttin up with u anymore,
cause here am like toy for a whore.
i want you to leave me alone
cuase only solitude can give me solace
i dont wanna be crazy anymore
crazy..........


alone
i wanna b alone
deserted
leave my heart deserted

i want 2 command my life,
m exhausted wid all da intrusions.
let me be
will rather b a stray dog than a caged lion
m done being in everyone's beloved,
these feathers seem dirty.....
go away, leave me alone
i am of no use to you.
no more can you make me crazy
'cuase in this asylum
its you who are crazy.............

the guy...the oxymoron

This is my very first post.......
the mood is perfect....presently am listening to rockstar by nickelback......
Well i do wanna sing in front of an audience someday....i write my self too....but the dope is not really my thing...
what the hell...this was supposed to be like an intro or something............
well to all those who might read my blog and those to dont know me this is for u folks.....
Well am a small town guy...simple and easy going unless someone tries to mess with me......
I am very passionate about music and cricket.......
i listen to all sorts of music.....dark and heavy is preferred generally....i hate pop and girly music....sorry to those to like those kinda music.......i have no intention of offending u ppl.
I am straight forward kinda of a guy.......i will tell u in ur face if a dnt like u and also if i dig u.........
as the name of my blog suggests the rest of the matter to be posted here is solely for myself.........
caio.....\m/